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Day 322

2011-11-18T12:48:00.001+08:00

I could just close down this blog.

Day 309

2011-11-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Babe!! :D It's been a long time since i last dedicate a post to you ~ I hope you've enjoyed your special day today ^^ I apologise for not celebrating with you guys, i had work and wasn't able to contact you guys cause of my prepaid card. Sorry sorry. Stay healthy and all the best in your studies!!!! :D I love you ♥ :)

I'm so lucky to have you girls. If not for you guys, my life in Xinmin would really suck and i might not be able to pull through during that period of time. Though we might drift away from one another at some point of time, but you guys are and will always be in my heart, no kidding :) I appreciate whatever you have done for me, all the letters and gifts, and they never fail to touch me every time i reread them/take them out. We all miss those times, don't we? Though we cannot go back in time to those moments, but this makes each moment precious and memorable, yes? :) X ♥

Day 305

2011-11-01T11:44:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO! I've changed my blogskin again mu ha ha.

I wanted to say something but i forgot after typing ^. Lol. Anyway, i'm taking 3d art fundamentals now. This module is very hands on, i made bags out of clay hehe. It was terrible at first. It's still terrible. My handles are forever breaking T_T We're moving into wires now! I hope i can make something really awesome and original!

Btw i handed in the 20 sketches already, I REALLY HOPE TO GET INTO FDM!!!! (FDM = Fashion Design and Merchandising) PLEASE LET ME GET MY FIRST CHOICE THIS TIME ROUND :(

Oh and everyone is supposed to be taking CDS now but i don't have any!! Last week Irene messaged me and told me the course manager added two modules for me and told me to go and check my timetable. The modules are added into other blocks and not now. I thought both was elective and got really worried yesterday because i found out i'm like the only one without CDS now. (I know i'm kind of lag or what, cause CDS started last week and i didn't ask any lecturers about it :/) But just now i found out one of the modules is my own school's CDS! Thank god hahahah, so relieved and happy now hehe.

I need to control whatever i'm feeling.

HAPPY NOVEMBER!!!! :D
I hope things will get better and awesome for everyone :-)

Day 297

2011-10-24T13:16:00.001+08:00

Today last year, i screwed up my O level English paper. Still sad.

I feel so childish. I want to be more mature.
But i'm actually still 17?

Bumblebee life starting soon. Byebye

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Really feeling like shit.

Day 296

2011-10-23T04:09:00.001+08:00

I feel like taking a walk now. The gentle breeze brushing against the face, the peaceful surrounding that helps you relax, the open space. I feel like walking aimlessly till i think it's time for me to go home.

It's time for me to go to bed. Hopefully i'll be able to sleep now. Goodnight :-)

Day 294

2011-10-21T03:36:00.001+08:00

I'm impatient. I feel so * and helpless. Want to cry.

Day 293

2011-10-20T15:41:00.001+08:00

Hello hi! There's nothing much to blog recently. Hahah life's not bad for me. But school's starting next week already ZzZzZz. Gonna get busy and stressed up all over again. I feel tired thinking about it already hahahah.

Though life's not bad but i'm not feeling too good these days. All of a sudden i got reminded of my results in secondary school. Took me some time to stop feeling so upset about it and yesterday i felt that sadness again ah :( But i'm fine won't breakdown or anything like that :) And i hope i get healthier. Stay healthy everybady!

Day 287

2011-10-14T13:46:00.001+08:00

不要认为自己没有用

很多时侯我们都不知道
自己的价值是多少
我们应该做什么
这一生才不会浪费掉
我们到底重不重要
我们是不是很渺小
深藏在心中的那一套
人家会不会觉得可笑
不要认为自己没有用
不要老是坐在那边望天空
如果你自己都不愿意动
还有谁可以帮助你成功
不要认为自己没有用
不要让自卑左右你向前冲
每个人的贡献都不同
也许你就是最好的那种

Day 285

2011-10-12T03:25:00.002+08:00

Whoo, just finish editing my blogskin (hehe new blogskin again) and changing the wrong 'Day XXX's(!!). I didn't know the 'Day XXX's for about 2/3 months were wrong until just now and i have to change them one by them. It's quite... tiring to change them hahah. If you're wondering why i'm still up so late, it's because i drank too much tea and i cannot fall asleep!! :( But i think i can go sleep now so byebye goodnight :-)

Day 267

2011-09-24T01:12:00.002+08:00

YAYYYY IT'S HOLIDAY FOR ME NOW HEHEHEHEHEHEHE. SO HAPPY. For the time being, i'll be free from assignments. Oh, but there's still portfolio review next next week. I'll be the first of the (second) day, so nervous. What to say? Am i making it sound like a big deal when it's not? :/ I just cannot imagine myself standing in front of a panel of lecturers and present the works from the past modules. First, this time i'll be all alone, with a PANEL of lecturers. Second, all my works are like . . . . . . so paiseh to 'showcase'/ present them. Hai. I shall ask about how it'll be like from classmates portfolio-reviewing on the first day :) Talking about classmates, i'm quite sad that we'll be changing class next semester. I feel that i have missed out a lot, the outings (not that i don't want to but i couldn't make it) and photos (i regretted :( i should feel more comfortable taking photos) and all but still, I like how we are as a class. It's like, we still haven't hang out enough (to me) and we're about to be split up. I hope there won't be much change in the new class. :/ I have to mingle with people moreeee.

And there's so much more to learn/ change. There's still quite a bit of problem in managing my time. Sometimes i feel that i cannot do things until the last minute. Although i might start early, but there's not much progress until the last minute. Today's work submission i'm a little late. Good luck to me. I'm a pro. Not professional but procrastinator. Quite an excellent procrastinator at times. But sometimes i just got no idea on how to start. Aiya, excuses i think. Okay never mind. It's time to relax, recharge, change and enjoy while it last ;)

I hope you can... you know?

Day 261

2011-09-18T22:32:00.002+08:00

Hello!

Changed my blogskin hehe. Now my blog, tumblr and twitter got the same background :D

So loving this i don't know why :) Maybe because of him hehe.

I can forsee myself chionging my fabric book already. I hope i can finish it up v fast but first i need to think of how to 'decorate' it and all. I mean all the arrangements. I'm slow already :( Oh and i didn't fail my test, so lucky hehe. Test 2 coming up, gonna be tougher so i must start studying like now or at least tmr. Time management!

Holiday is nearingggggggggggggggg HEHEHEEEE. Jiayou, put in extra efforts nrx!!!!

Day 251

2011-09-08T00:31:00.002+08:00

Cooool, blogger has new dashboard layout hahah am i lag?

I want to go shopping! Actually i need to go shopping :/ Kinda realised that i'm one of the don't-know-how-to-dress-up people in the class or maybe the only one? Lololol. I have to make an effort to dress properly, as in like more... you know? Lol -_- Sometimes i feel so sloppy standing beside some of my classmates and i'm like forever repeating clothes. Loooooooooooooooool.

I want to lose more weighttttttttttttttttttttttttt and become skinnier. I never say i fat okay. I'm just saying i want to get thinner. Then i don't mind wearing jeans/three-quarters everyday, can protect my leg also ;) My legs now have (mainly) 2 shades of colour -___- It's getting obvious, sad. I'm getting darker and darker lorh :( I prefer a fairer skin tone now ~

Ohhhh and test 1 is over hehehe. I really hope i can pass, don't even dare to hope that i'll do well for it. Getting it back tmr hahahah so fast. Test 2 coming up must work harder!! Actually i'm a bit excited to do the fabric book hehe. Hope everything will be smooth ~~~~ ^^

& lastly, nrx, please don't be lazy and do what you're supposed to do!

Day 244

2011-09-01T01:31:00.002+08:00

Blog hits so low. Should i give up on nuffnang? Then i can private this space as well. But it'll be quite inconvenient. Hahah lol.

Still struggling to cut my fringe a not. If i cut my fringe it won't cover my face but it'll cover my forehead. If i don't cut my fringe, i can put it behind my ear but it's taking forever and . . . i don't know :/ Should i cut? Short fringe better/nicer or no fringe?

Day 242

2011-08-30T22:52:00.002+08:00

Now that i've finished watching Heartstrings, i feel so empty...... How i wish what happens in dramas can happen in real life hahahah. So sweet and all. Actually it does happen right? :) Just maybe not to all and not so fairytale-liked. The songs are all so nice!!!! :D You all should watch the dramas or at least try listening to the ost ^^

& Minhyuk is soooooooooooooooooooo cute, super duper ke ai in the drama! You can go to my tumblr to see some of his photos there ^^

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One more month of module and it's holiday! :) It'll mark the end of Sem 1 hehe, so fast right? But i'm really dreading to go for the portfolio review presentation. I don't know what to say, i don't know how to face the lecturers ahhhhhhhhhhhh. Alone somemore -_- Haiiiii. I'm only thinking about it and i'm already feeling all so nervous and, frightened? :O :(

Truthfully speaking, i haven't been putting 110% in my assignments. Am always getting an average or below results, B or C. Haiiii. I always want to rush to finish everything/ don't bother cause i got irritated doing them then end up regretting because the final outcome was not really up-to-standard. Aiyaaaa, i deserve it. :(

New module starts tmr, must put in my best effort!!

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Perhaps i should try playing guitar :)

Day 239

2011-08-27T00:45:00.000+08:00

I know how easily i can be replaced :)

Day 236

2011-08-24T09:37:00.000+08:00

Omg... T_T

Day 234

2011-08-22T17:58:00.004+08:00

Day 232

2011-08-20T23:28:00.001+08:00

MUST COMPLETE THE 1000 WORDS SUMMARY BEFORE I SLEEPPPPPPP. SO CONTRADICTING RIGHT, SUMMARY, THEN 1000 WORDS. STOP GETTING DISTRACTED NRX! 'SUFFER' NOW AND ENJOY TMR HEHEHEEEE.

I LIKE CAPS :D

Day 231

2011-08-19T00:12:00.000+08:00

I hope i can stop making myself feel so horrible

Day 230

2011-08-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

In a (don'tknowwhat) state now

Day 228

2011-08-16T23:06:00.000+08:00

The pink blazer so nice! http://ohsofickle.blogspot.com/2011/07/new-arrivals.html <3

Need to be more creative ~

So excited/nervous tmr!!

Day 226

2011-08-14T01:44:00.002+08:00

Hoho, it has been so long since i zilian-ed. (:$)

Day 226

2011-08-14T01:41:00.002+08:00

Always sleeping at the wrong time. Always not sleeping at the wrong time. Hahah -.-

Quite a difference?

Day 223

2011-08-11T22:14:00.004+08:00

I love you mama :*

After only a few days without facebook, i found out it's quite nice? to live without it. Hahah. I'm not sure how to say it but, yeah . . . hahah. But i won't leave facebook cause Jingru says it's lonely/boring (or something) without my presence hahahah. Aww. Super cute's friend hahahah (L)

So pek chek with myself at times cause i cannot control my facial expression and my tone when i'm not feeling good. I don't know why but i just hope my friends won't dislike me or something.

Hello, do something!!!! :)

Day 221

2011-08-09T14:03:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Singapore!!!! :D

ILOVEYOU (L)

Day 220

2011-08-08T23:08:00.001+08:00

Sucks, everything just sucks.

Day 219

2011-08-07T22:23:00.002+08:00

Olivia's new song. MV got Mike He! Hehe

Nice right, soothing ~

Day 219

2011-08-07T21:48:00.003+08:00

I JUST SAW FIREWORKS IN PASIR RIS, DID YOU ALL SEE THEM TOO?? :D

So pretty and beautiful and awesome, made my day hehe :B

Told my father to put fireworks on my 21st birthday and he was like heh heh fake smile hahahahahah.

Mood totally became better.

:)

Day 219

2011-08-07T19:29:00.003+08:00

I feel like cutting my hair till a few inches just below my shoulder. Feel like cutting my fringe too but i think i better leave it and wait for it to grow longer.

So much to work on.

Day 219

2011-08-07T00:13:00.002+08:00

It's okay.

Day 219

2011-08-07T00:09:00.003+08:00

Bad and always bad.

Day 216

2011-08-04T09:03:00.002+08:00

Have been listening to it everywhere, in shops and all

Nice song ^^

Day 215

2011-08-03T01:04:00.001+08:00

When will i be skinny? :(

Day 213

2011-08-01T22:20:00.002+08:00

Kinda revisited my blog again.

:)

Changing bit by bit, i didn't even realise i have changed soooo much. Think i was quite innocent then. Saw several posts and was like 'waaaah those times~'

Those times ~ :)

Day 212

2011-07-31T22:05:00.003+08:00

No matter how angry i am, i shall not scold and blame others.
From now on, i must try my best.

Reminders:
- Don't procrastinate and do last minute work
- Cannot scold people
- Stop complaining and whining
- Do something to lose weight and become slimmer
- Always look on the bright side
- Be more organised
- Clear and clean my space
- I have lovely friends :)

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Hehe i can watch 美乐加油 tmr :D

Day 212

2011-07-31T21:32:00.001+08:00

Maybe i just don't have enough faith.

Day 210

2011-07-29T23:51:00.002+08:00

I want to be skinnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. SKINNY.

Okay, goodnight :)

Day 210

2011-07-29T23:34:00.003+08:00

I tried playing Love Ya on piano just now at Huiru's house. Quite hard lorh T_T All the notes . . . I was only able to play the first two bars with both hands. Got aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa bit of 成就感 heheh. Han nah han nah, i know i'm quite lousy already hahahah. ._.

Day 210

2011-07-29T11:30:00.002+08:00

Happened like lightning.

Finally the block ends heehee.
Rest for these three days and the vicious cycle repeats again!
2 modules next block, quite excited but i hope i can manage my time well.

However, i think i'm sick now T_T Suspecting it's stomach virus boooo.

But, i must eat Soft today! :D

Day 208

2011-07-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

Sorry, i should have trusted that you wouldn't do this to me.

:) ♥

Day 208

2011-07-27T01:48:00.002+08:00

If somebody writes a song for me......... Heheh

Mike Heeeeee (L)
Hahahah.

美樂加油 (Y)

Day 208

2011-07-27T00:26:00.001+08:00

It's been one year since i first and last fainted. LOL.

It's torturous you know, my friend?.

Day 205

2011-07-24T21:22:00.004+08:00

If blog was like facebook. I would like to have a privacy setting where i could block/prevent some people from reading.

Day 205

2011-07-24T20:13:00.002+08:00

"我最喜歡在車上睡覺了
最好能一路不要到達目的地一路睡下去"
美樂加油 :)

Day 204

2011-07-23T12:18:00.002+08:00

所以你是用什麽心情跟我説話？
你是怎麽看我？笑話嗎？
你也不必騗我。

很好玩很好笑對吧

Day 202

2011-07-21T23:26:00.001+08:00

.........................

Fat

Day 200

2011-07-19T01:24:00.004+08:00

My eyes are closing . . . But i'm not done yet. However it feels good to be all concentrating on doing homework. I miss doing maths or i mean, math.

Peace Y

Hello people show yourselves, leave a tag or comment ~ ^^

Day 199

2011-07-18T20:57:00.002+08:00

I am i am not i am i am not i am i am not i am i am not i am i am not i am i am not. Relax my dear.

Day 199

2011-07-18T17:06:00.002+08:00

lalala

Day 196

2011-07-15T00:39:00.002+08:00

‎"Because if your life isn't going well, you have to be accountable for it, and look for ways to improve it. You can't just wait around wishing for things to be different."

I can't just wait around wishing for things to be different.

Day 196

2011-07-15T00:20:00.004+08:00

It's not fair that you can see my updates while i can't see any of yours.

Day 194

2011-07-13T22:41:00.003+08:00

My brother very english, i hope he can be more chinese. Lol.

School's pretty awesome

- I think i screw up my presentation today; my presentation skills still suck like always

- I have to do 10, ten, Ten, TEN, T-E-N sketches starting tmr and complete them by Monday (a bit too much for me)

Okay, i can do it, don't complain too much.

Night monster always visits me at night.

Day 193

2011-07-12T15:13:00.001+08:00

Bet you regretted knowing me.

Day 193

2011-07-12T00:59:00.001+08:00

I need to take care of myself!

Day 191

2011-07-10T22:55:00.004+08:00

I think i'm kinda smart. I wanted to upload the photos taken today as well as for my schoolwork, but i don't have the wire since it's my aunt's camera, so i decided to put the microsd card into my phone and use my phone's wire to connect to the computer. Hahahah now the photos are up (Y) Smart right hahahah. K lah i know not really, just kidding hahah.

Someday i'll hold the mike :)

Day 190

2011-07-09T22:53:00.001+08:00

It's karma.

Day 190

2011-07-09T22:48:00.003+08:00

I don't know what's going on. But i can guess what's going on. And it hurts like needle. How to pull myself out of this shit.

I'm full of shit.

Day 190

2011-07-09T22:09:00.001+08:00

Nice song :)

Stab me lah really. Or maybe i've already stabbed myself. -.-

Do i always not work hard enough?

Day 190

2011-07-09T22:04:00.000+08:00

I almost always turn into an emotional owl at night -.-

Day 189

2011-07-08T23:59:00.003+08:00

Nice song (Y)

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Me:

Stop it seriously.

Only making things worse.

Day 189

2011-07-08T23:40:00.002+08:00

一边极度快乐　一边心如刀割　人格分裂着

A bit sot already.
Forever like that.
V sad then can suddenly okay.
V okay then can suddenly sad.

Anyway, seehian, miss you leeeeh :(

Day 187

2011-07-06T21:01:00.002+08:00

(vibrate vibrate)

(reads text)

" We could never learn to be brave and patient if there were only joy in the world- Helen Keller "

So sweet and heartwarming : )

"Thank you : )"

♥♥♥♥

Day 184

2011-07-04T22:56:00.001+08:00

I wanna cry right now.

Day 185

2011-07-04T22:38:00.002+08:00

Actually i'm not very very into fashion. I know nuts about brands. I feel so out of place. Why do i always not get my first choice?

What will i be doing 10 years down the road?

My bridal shop?

Day 184

2011-07-03T22:15:00.001+08:00

I'm a joke. Ha ha

Day 183

2011-07-02T23:41:00.002+08:00

Sunny day out with the awesome girls ^^ It's super sunny today! Most probably i have darken 10 tones hahahah. Just kidding ~

Vk and ling went to rent blades while me and jaywhy rented bicycles. Qiaoyi brought her blades (Y) It was scorching hot and our stamina weren't v good hahah so it was quite tiring. Plus, imagine 3 bladers holding on to your bike to 'blade' cause they're lazy to blade (except ling who's injured excusable hahah), poor jayway, poor me. Hahahah.

And i was perspiring profusely, no kidding, from walking to ecp to going back pasir ris to siqi's house to walking back home. V sticky bth. I hope i wasn't smelly -_-

Oh and i caught Monte Carlo with Huiru and Jingru on Thursday :D Hehe not bad.

Day 182

2011-07-01T10:09:00.002+08:00

不是小孩子了, 不能每次都要人陪.

犯了错, 人家也不会轻易的原谅你.

再也没有人会袒护你说: “他还小, 不懂事.”

小的时候, 有什么事都勇敢地去尝试,

长大了却越来越害怕跌倒, 什么都不敢做.

真的真的要改掉依赖, 学会靠自己.

Day 182

2011-07-01T01:46:00.000+08:00

Day 182

2011-07-01T00:42:00.000+08:00

http://kpopullzang.wordpress.com/2010/06/06/photos-snsd-jessica-lose-her-weight-after-3-years-debut-in-the-music-entertaiment/

I also want become like that leh :(

Day 182

2011-07-01T00:09:00.003+08:00

CAMERON HIGHLANDS

Super short post on my trip to Cameron Highlands ^^

Photos from Huiru. I haven't save the photos i took yet hahah.

SS ^^

Half of my awesome family :D

Couple ;) Hehehee

The above 5 photos are from the Rose Garden (if i remember correctly). It was awesomeeee ~ We climbed up the (i think it's) mountain and it was quite refreshing. The air was super good!

My backview is so much nicer hahahah bye!

Day 177

2011-06-26T20:48:00.002+08:00

Whoever's reading, do you feel depressed reading my blog? LOL hahahah. Quite irritating right always saying the same things. Lol. And even more irritating that i keep changing my blog link hahahah. Paiseh.

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I finally did something that i should have done longgggg time ago. Finally. Thanks to yesterday's class ^^

And i have to take another first step!! Jiayou mezxs.

Day 176

2011-06-25T00:20:00.001+08:00

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Hello my dear,
2011 already.
Why are you still like this?

Day 172

2011-06-21T13:33:00.005+08:00

Mike he so handsome ^^

Where's my fairytale?

Seems like i don't know what is reality.

Day 171

2011-06-20T00:24:00.004+08:00

The imperfect us together v perfectly :) <3

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Running will really slim a person down right? Can someone remind me to run everyday? But i don't want bulky muscles.

No matter how much i dislike running, if it can give me this, i'll gladly run everyday. Serious.

Btw, i'm starting to get annoying saying negative stuff right? It's coming back :( Don't worry, i will get over it soon. Bear with me for a moment.

Day 169

2011-06-18T17:43:00.005+08:00

Truthfully speaking, i was quite depressed when i was doing my 1m by 1m art piece, probably it's the depressing period. But good thing was that i have really nice classmates together with me ;) I remember the nights where we just blast songs and paint our individual works. Made painting less boring (and depressing/blood-vomiting for me), at the same time, kinda pulled my heartstrings. Makes me want to listen to english songs more. The people whom i think of at that time were kinda, surprising/unexpected.

Day 169

2011-06-18T03:17:00.001+08:00

Where got so sweet one, liar, show only. Oh yeah it's a show. Hahah. Xue te.

Day 167

2011-06-16T00:57:00.001+08:00

Start, then cannot stop le.

Day 167

2011-06-16T00:17:00.001+08:00

不可能

Day 158

2011-06-07T12:19:00.003+08:00

Day 157

2011-06-06T02:03:00.001+08:00

How did i even get so fat? I mean like i was still 42 when i'm sec 2. What the piack :(

Day 155

2011-06-04T09:43:00.008+08:00

Still typing loveth-beautiful. Lol.

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII, I'M ALIVE. Slept like a pig yesterday, shiock. :D

Dinner with GLs ^^ (plus jiahui)

Dinner with Awesomes :D

Black Friday :> DC26 (L)

Steamboat! ♥

SUPPER!! Can you believe it? I went out for supper hahahah

Meiling ahyi's wedding dinner! ^^
(Credits: Huimin)

Like fat face only -.-

Cihui's 20th hahahah :D

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Face like round and fat only. Didn't train for n years, muscles gone, now flabby only. Haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis.

I think i'm slow in my schoolwork v sian. My classmates all like pro only. Their works all v niceeee :D I think i should talk to them more, i don't know why i'm still quite quiet lol. Sometimes like guai tai only hahahah.

Okay byebye.

Day 149

2011-05-29T23:43:00.003+08:00

Awesome night :D

Tonight is just so awesome. It's the best night so far this month.

Lovezxszxs. Thanks Meiling ahyi for inviting us. Congrats too!! :)

幸福 :-)

Day 146

2011-05-26T00:58:00.002+08:00

Update :)

Depressing period. Thumbdrive crashed on the day of submission, but lucky Si Y extended the deadline to the next day for everyone. Did my work all over again from scratch. Completed on time (kinda hahah, was late for class though :/ and sorry Qiaoyi for making you wait so long!! :/) ^^ Then the most depressing assignment so far, which i don't know why because it seems like to others, it's quite simple and easy to finish, the 6 postcards. Comp hang, software hang, software not responding, software slow, no scanner at home, scanning got problem, time flies like bullet train, sleepless nights, no good ideas, spent quite an amount of money and so on . . . But i'm glad i have v supportive friends who helped or wanted/volunteered to help, worry for me, and constantly giving me support and all. Really really v touched you know :')

I almost fainted this morning. It's really scary. I fainted once, so i kinda know the feeling of going to faint. I was trying to bluff myself at first, saying to myself it's just that i'm hungry so my stomach hurts. But after quite a while and almost reaching school, i feel much worse and my eyesight was starting to have 'stars' or blur, and i was feeling v v v v horrible. Then when i almost cannot tahan anymore, i ask the guy infront of me if he could let me sit and i realised my ears were kinda blocked. I was too weak to speak another word like thank you. Ahhhh sorry. Felt better but was still v . . . you know . . . But it got better after i got myself a hot milo. I hope this won't happen again :/

Finally, i handed up my postcards. Seriously, f.i.n.a.l.l.y. Because it's affecting my current work, but no more yayyyy (Y) :) Reached home about 11 +. Relaxed myself because i have been too kanchiong and anxious? and i don't know what, just not v calm, these days. Really depressing much and i don't know why. Like i'm so slow and useless? D: Anyway, i hope things will get better. Luck is like almost zero these days.

I need income. The amount in my bank is depleting rapidly.

Ok, i need to get back to work. It's going to rain, i want to sleep :(

Byebye.

Day 139

2011-05-19T20:38:00.001+08:00

Like what i said, life's really unpredictable. Why things always happen when i say something might happen. Almost everytime lorh D:

Day 139

2011-05-19T02:24:00.002+08:00

I think i'm being irritating on facebook and twitter by keep saying i miss this and that. So i shall rant here. I really miss everything back then. :( I didn't know i'll be missing everything so much. School life, uniform, classmates, schoolmates, cca, recess, school, all those corners. :( Although i'm still schooling now, but it's different. Like i feel more studentish when i wear the uniform. Now i'm like going adult (still a bit far from adult but you know~). Recess all meet up together, know like almost the whole cohort (lol at least 70%), all like chiong together, can go other classes and all. Oh yeah, playing captain's ball after school. Life doesn't suck now but i just feel it's different. Maybe it'll get better/similar in time? But i'm glad that my class is nice (Y) Perhaps i need to talk more, auto talk to people and mingle around.

I'm starting to enjoy doing my assignments more and more - design design, see the final product, see the progress - and maybe because i'm given recognition? Hahah. It really feels good cause it doesn't seem like all your efforts are gone down the drain. But thinking of ideas is quite #$@^/. Lol. My classmates are much better though. :/ Hahah. It's so cool that we're called designers already lolol. Okok, need to get back to my work.

Day 138

2011-05-18T21:52:00.003+08:00

I wanted to post some photos but . . .

Anyway, thanks RX' and Miaoxian for the birthday presents!! :) Touched :'>

Thanks Siqi for the clothes :) :)

Met up with my dearrrrrrr Xueyin just now, like finally ^^ Jiayou ah, don't so stress! Lovezxs <3

Just now Si-Y saw my vector and montage, she didn't say i'll get like D or C (hopefully it means i won't get C/D), like happy only hehe. Just have to touch up :) But then again, life is unpredictable hahahah. But now i have to settle the 70% dieeeeeeeeeeeezxs.

Oh yeah, wedding dinner coming up!! So happy to see people get married teehee. Greater motivation to slim down hahahah. Can't waittttttt :>

Life isn't that bad now. I'm glad i'm not really doing last minute work but still need to procrastinate less heh. Dear brain, give me ideas thanks.

Jiayou everybadi. :-)

(Formspring me! ^^)

Day 136

2011-05-16T00:24:00.002+08:00

Nobody said it was going to be easy. Keep the aim in mind and keep going.

Finally APEL's down. I'm sorry that i didn't do a good job for the video my dear group members. :/ Tried my best though, cause a lot of things cocked up last minute :(

Anyway, time's running out i hope i can chiong finish everything on time! I don't want to fail or get a C :(

Bye!

Day 135

2011-05-15T02:41:00.002+08:00

Current blog title: honeymoon sweet. From the nail polish 'Honeymoon Sweet' given from my dearest dearest girls/chf. :)

27-x

Day 133

2011-05-13T02:34:00.000+08:00

I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a living is not the same thing as making a life. I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

-Maya Angelou

Day 131

2011-05-11T23:49:00.002+08:00

So frustrating. I think my idea of my montage is not going to work haiiii. How how howwww? How should my montage be like. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :(

Need to speed up with everything. Still planning to redo my vector. I think next week still got another assignment. Oh nooooooooooooozxs.

Why so many things are left unsettled? And memory, please don't failing me.

XX bye!

Day 131

2011-05-11T10:45:00.001+08:00

Mr. Taxi taxi taxi ~
(Y)

Day 130

2011-05-10T21:20:00.002+08:00

Hi hi! Guess who i saw today. JILLIAN!! Celestine and Liyeng ^^ Jillian, at least 9 years of friendship eh :')

Today i did consultation with Si-Y. I'm glad i did, cause it feels like a heavy stone off my chest. Shall get started with the line work and stuff already ^^

At times i wish i can talk like a boy, like really super chor lorh like that hahahah. Not weird right. Lolzxs hehe.

Oh yeah, i ate ice cream for lunch today at TP with Minnie. Hehe it was v awesome ;)

K bye :)

Day 130

2011-05-10T01:37:00.002+08:00

I need to be more serious in my work. Now's not the v last minute yet, so i must get started or should i say completed. Cannot wait till the v last minute!!

Day 128

2011-05-08T21:42:00.002+08:00

Thanks Jingru for today :) ♥

Wanted to post this earlier but i forgot.

Anyway, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!! Love you ma :*

Day 128

2011-05-08T00:09:00.004+08:00

2nd May:
My awesome girls <3

My favourite hugs^^

Day 127

2011-05-07T23:09:00.002+08:00

I am nothing i want to be now. Sad uh.

Day 127

2011-05-07T02:31:00.001+08:00

White/Cream/Champagne high heels.

Day 124

2011-05-04T23:29:00.002+08:00

幸福最晴天 :)

Although i know dramas are kinda fake? Like not so perfect/romantic in real life, but i can't help to feel or i mean believe, aiya, okay i don't know how to say.

Anyway, 李易峰 sings well. :)

Here's his song which was one of the ost.

Another random song.

I like his voice hehe.

So just now i went to search for his page on facebook and like it.
Guess what. It's his birthday today! ^^
Feel like wishing him, i mean i'd always feel like wishing someone when i know it's their birthday, but like v weird to post on the page so i didn't. Lol lame.
Happy Birthday 李易峰! :)

Don't worry, i'm not crazy about him or whatever.

The hug feeling.

Day 124

2011-05-04T22:29:00.001+08:00

My blog hits so low :( Hahah.

So nice ~

Day 121

2011-05-01T23:56:00.001+08:00

Mental. Physical. In quite a bad condition.